I just hate it

I'm throwing it away, I'm wasting my life.

I ain't no young to know what decisions to make.
I ain't no stupid to know what opportunities to take.

I ain't a teenager, too rebellious and wild to think.
I ain't on the brink of falling over the edge.
I will take steps too far,
to be on the edge.

I'm just trying to help, so don't raise your voice.
It's not a choice nomore.
You must do as I say, you can't have it your way.

I don't know what you want.
I can't have what you hunt.

I can't have my dreams, you have mine.

I couldn't live my life to the fullest,
so I'm going to make yours the dullest.

I will waste my life and throw it away
because you're living it for me, my way.